Bernadette’s diary
recent digital pubblication
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author: LEE-PISAPIA Kam Fu Bernadette
Before leaving is about
leaving my window pane
where I attached my view finder
as closely as possible
upon the window pane
moving in circles
moving
as if trying to fixate
or not fixate
certain moments
of certain visions
of the past
of the present
or of the future
the search
the movement
the desire of not leaving
a vision
so familiar
so unreal
so dear
so Moving
from someone
who was born in this beautiful city
years ago
but came back
almost like a foreigner
without a fixed abode
and always in search
of another abode
in perhaps
a Far away corner
from this beautiful vision
of this window pane
which
I have been
seeing
and seeing
from the deepest part of my soul
and am finally Moving
or finally being moved
a motion
a non motion
which is the right move
which is the right motion
in the course of a search
a journey
a vision
Bernadette